the better part
March 23, 2003-2:35 pm
[i feel so useless in this]
and she ignores me more then often now // i have no one that knows i exist anymore
[suddenly i don.t feel so insecure]
maybe i should tell her that but i wouldn.t find the words and she would probably just ignore it or shrug it off
[why do things that matter the most never end up being our choice]