ignored futility fills the air
June 17, 2003-4:35 pm
it seems like all im doing lately is asking why
and i cant fucking take it anymore. he doesnt know what he does to me.
i cant think or eat or sleep or write or talk or cry or anything. and its all because your always on my mind. making me nervous.
i almost told HER and HER everything. i cant let my guard down.