he tried to shove it in there
July 18, 2003-10:40 pm

i cant even say what i need to because it doesnt even sound right in my head, theres only a few frustrated words floating around and i can hear myself screaming.. and pictures of you holding your guitar and all i want to do is touch you and know you and discover that this is real and it really is as beautiful as it feels. but right now i just need to calm down, and try not to freak myself out because of things you say that scare me so much.

suicide - October 13, 2016
i wish i was dead - October 13, 2016
i could have written more, but you dont know what to listen for - October 12, 2016
ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
i dont even care - October 08, 2016


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