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and this one here, shes a real beauty
August 02, 2003-6:02 pm

so it turns out, this isnt as hard as i expected. everything is very calm, the house is mostly empty, its just how it used to be. its just how i like it.

im starting to see myself as you see me, when i walk past a mirror i can see past most of my flaws and i dont hate myself as much as i used to. i wish i could do that for you, i wish i could make you see how amazing you are.

someday.

im also getting less scared and more excited about going back to prison, mostly because i need some new friends and i guess im ready to do something about it.

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