ill never ask permission from you
September 10, 2003-7:22 pm
i want a red knitted sweater with a big rainbow on the front and i want to braid my hair and i want faded patchy jeans and i want blue eyes that are puppy dog eyes and i want a messenger bag and i want to put pins on everything and i want to be able to want and i want a boyfriend who tells me he loves me (cause i love hearing it, jake) and i want to spit farther than jen and i want to tell people whats on my mind and i want to be likeable and i want boys to think im cute and i want to tell you i hate you and i want to courage to write the words that are burning inside of me... but i cant hurt you cause he already did (and i hate being second place)and i want to turn back time cause clay deserved to win, not ruben.
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