dirty, dirty fingernails...
September 10, 2003-7:03 pm
ive made a bit of a breakthrough. something changed, i didnt write it down. i wont write it down. it can only lead to more false hope, so i think ill just sit back and wait for anything to happen. but i expect the worst, i really do.
also, i need a stress ball, cause these half moon shapes wont seem to fade from my palms.
sometimes i think she does it to see how far she can pull until it breaks.