come on, dont leave me hanging here
October 06, 2003-9:18 pm
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK! i hate myself, i hate what i do all the time. i hate that i cant do this, i hate that i dont know why, i hate that i have no control. i hate these tears that are cold, arent they supposed to be warm? maybe im not real. maybe this is all just a bad dream. i wish i could just curl up inside you and hide from everything and spend the rest of my life loving you. im scared of what you said, about life being about surviving, cause i dont want it to be like that. im so, so sorry, jake...
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