love: 16
October 27, 2003-4:39 pm
it feels like everything has been ripped out of me and im just an empty shell walking around, i didnt feel anything today. im now officially numb. i hate all the wrong right people about this, i wonder if they know how they kill us? hmm. ive read your letter so much its smudged at the creases and i could probably recite it off by heart. when i was young i thought people who cried over these things were silly, after all, its not the end of the world. but now i know, now i can feel the ache that makes me deaf and blind with pain. we will run away. maybe forever.
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