punk'd
November 03, 2003-7:58 pm
i just wanted to say that right now, im okay. im not happy but im not sad. im not thinking about anything at all. i am just here. i am getting used to the idea of not having you around. i told paige you were leaving and she said she would eat ice cream with me when you were gone, as a kind of grieving process. i dont like that. i dont want to grieve, i just want to look forward to seeing you again. i want to look back on all the memories we have. i want to feel this pain fully and get used to it, i want to understand why.so much for being calm, now im crying.
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