pizza pops
November 05, 2003-5:11 pm

now that i know you're going to be reading it, alot of things will change about my new journal.

i drew some pictures but they didnt turn out quite as i had hoped. things seem to get mixed up between my mind and my hands (nothing turns out as it should)

i cant wait to kiss you, its been way too long.

i know how much you hate it when i write short entries but i really dont have much else to say. i missed you today. i hate that feeling knowing you're not in the building with me, knowing i have nothing to look forward to at lunch or after school.

did you know that when i got off the bus, i felt horrible but the second i heard your voice on the phone i felt incredibly happy? i dont like that, knowing how quickly you can change my day. what happens when i cant have that?

suicide - October 13, 2016
i wish i was dead - October 13, 2016
i could have written more, but you dont know what to listen for - October 12, 2016
ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
i dont even care - October 08, 2016


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