how loud is a decibel?
November 13, 2003-5:17 pm
my feelings kind of horrify me. im not a good person, im ugly and horrible and i shouldnt be allowed to be here. no one can ever know these thoughts, how badly i think of things, how cynical and sadisic i can be when im angry. i wish i could turn off my mind, i wish i could stop thinking about what i want to happen (none of them are good right now).no one can see how ugly i am inside. not even jake. i dont want him to see that side of me.
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