studsnpatchs >>> if hot air rises i shouldnt be this cold

if hot air rises i shouldnt be this cold
November 14, 2003-10:21 pm

ooh, i almost cried in your car, in front of your mom and dad. that would have been horrible. i almost cried even more in front of my door with you.

this is getting to be too much. if i hold in too many tears i get a headache. if i cry too much i get a headache. ive had a constant headache for the past week. i dont want to live like this.

last night i thought bad things that scare me that i dont want to do but im afraid i cant stop myself.

suicide - October 13, 2016
i wish i was dead - October 13, 2016
i could have written more, but you dont know what to listen for - October 12, 2016
ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
i dont even care - October 08, 2016

<< older and wiser >>