studsnpatchs >>> still havent found what im looking for

still havent found what im looking for
November 16, 2003-11:38 am

i wrote this a long time ago (april), about someone else, but i love it. it didnt mean anything when i wrote it for him, because i didnt love him. but now, i think it suits this situation.

also, it is cold right here. not 6 inches over there, not in the bathroom, not downstairs.

here.

because guess where your not?

here.

suicide - October 13, 2016
i wish i was dead - October 13, 2016
i could have written more, but you dont know what to listen for - October 12, 2016
ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
i dont even care - October 08, 2016

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