the color of being good to yourself
January 16, 2004-2:49 pm
whatever.
i dont even care if she drinks it all, i dont care if she cuts and i dont care if she wants to kill herself. i am too damn tired to care about you anymore. and i think everything is getting worse again cause i need to hear your voice to know you still exist and i need to tell you that i love you cause im so afraid that someday youll forget. i just want to fall asleep for a month and a half, until you come save me.