what has this guy been doing?
January 17, 2004-8:03 pm

everything gets a little muddled on the way to my brain and im a little to cold/hot scared/safe im sick of this [so bad] im tired of this [so badly] i still need you to come back and save me and i still need you to tell me its okay [today its not okay] its been too long since i was just safe in your arms im starting to feel the pain [go away] and im starting to die/cry/lie. [why?] just stop stop stop please stop killing me every second im not alright im never alright

jakob i need you

suicide - October 13, 2016
i wish i was dead - October 13, 2016
i could have written more, but you dont know what to listen for - October 12, 2016
ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
i dont even care - October 08, 2016


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