..& i would walk 500 miles..
March 29, 2004-9:07 pm

you sound so sad lately and i regret dumping all my problems on you. but to tell you the truth ive got no where else to dump them and i cant stand them any longer. i dont have a pink bedroom. your not meetin' the nana. im losing my mind, i dont have expensive sheets and ill never fit in. hun, i need you to smile, i need us to feel like we did that day on erikas couch when every touch was magic and nothing else existed, do you remember that? i hope you never forget how in love we are. because i sure wont. nights like these i almost feel strong, what the fuck am i smiling for? hey, im in love, so fuck bad moods and fuck not being happy because when you think about it this is all i ever asked for, all i ever wanted was a beautiful boy to love and here you are and there i am and well, weve got all the time in the world, right? so tonight i will not cry and i will miss you in the happiest way possible um, i believe in a thing called love?

suicide - October 13, 2016
i wish i was dead - October 13, 2016
i could have written more, but you dont know what to listen for - October 12, 2016
ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
i dont even care - October 08, 2016


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