youre the cutest boy i ever saw
July 26, 2004-9:41 pm
ok, so i am only a reasonably good person. we did alright on the RPR (as if anyone cares) so heather/cindy were not in such bad moods today, but i am still glad i wont have to see them any time soon.
did you know it is cold in my basement? if i said this once, ive said it a million times, but i miss you, and i am scared out of my mind but how do i say that when youve done this so many times? i feel like a little kid, running around in the supermarket looking for her mommy, only this time its international (tee hee). and hey, do you remember that time in heritage park when that lady lost her baby and i felt so bad for her? she scared me, (i was young)...running down the streets screaming like there was no tomorroe...
on to bigger and better things. in a mere 36 hours i will be getting off a plane in a different country and youll be there, smiling at me, and then things can start to get better. yes, optimism is not my strong point, leave your coat at the door honey.
ON TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS! (she said dont.)