come on home
December 26, 2004-11:31 pm
i was cruising around random fotologs of people i dont know or care to know, when i read something a boy wrote about his friend.
and it made me realise that, one week, not so long ago i had an awesome time with people i dont know (or care to know) and i think, someday, i want to be friends with you, and i want you to be friends with me, and i was wondering - did you know?
because, honestly, i am in love with your friend (you know the one) and im sure this can work out if we try.
i only need to find myself a place to live in a foreign country. and you will say "can i stay with you?" and of course, the answer is always of course, but will you marry me too? im just scared youll never know how i feel, how the last few months almost killed me until you said "i love you" and you meant it, despite all the shit that went on, all the times you told them i was a bitch and well, i deserved it, but it went away and i am happier than ive been in a long time
its not just christmas, darling, but the hope of starting again and making it better than it was the last time.
i guess i will tell you when i see you.