ages of ruin
January 07, 2005-10:09 pm
oh, i forgot. today she said "hes only a year younger....but you're so much older, you know?" i do. i dont think you understand that, that i take it too seriously sometimes. like life isnt hard enough without making all those mistakes. maybe thats my problem, im so afraid of screwing something up that im wasting all my time. isnt the point of this just to have fun? because today at work, i was thinking about how i need to go to sleep early tonight because i have to get up early.
but theres no memories to be made on nights alone in bed early.
i was going to call jen. i should've known it wouldnt happen.