cludding around
October 17, 2010-10:15 pm
it feels like forever since we've been able to just talk, freely, no awkward silence and wondering what to say - remember how it used to be so easy? it's been so long since i heard that pretty voice i am still listening even if you're not speaking. this is not so sad as it sounds - this is all just a promise to us both. i hope you are reading it and i hope you are as excited as i am. there are no words, but there is understanding [[ohio you're breaking me]] i feel like even to scream at the top of my lungs would not be enough for this feeling. you make me feel so much.
i am never going to give up on this, love. even with him i never felt like anyone was so important, so perfect. do you think i am building you up? you're already higher than i could've imagined. i just...you know everything i want is in you. sometimes the very things keeping me together are also tearing me apart. i try to look at the bright side of all of this - love, love, love. i feel God in you.
ohio you're saving me