alcoholism
April 20, 2012-8:21 pm
i love the way you smell, like alcohol and cigarettes and cologne and warm skin
i love the way you look at me and smile, roll your eyes and laugh, close your eyes and breathe in deep, wrap your arms around my body and
i love when you tell me im beautiful, like youre taken aback and i havent had a shower and my hair is a lions mane and i wore eyeliner and it is everywhere
i love the way you look the same, youre freshly shaven, youre wearing grey, youre sweaty and exhausted, youre in future pants, youre angry, youre drunk, youve got a weeks worth of stubble, your beard is getting long, youre so close to me, and you look the same as you always do
you look the same as you always do