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forever let it burn
May 10, 2012-12:29 am

anyways, i meant to tell you, i love the way you cook up hearty pockets on the stove in oil, and then eat the middles and leave the edges on your plate because theyre too crunchy or something, and i want to tell you that youre cooking them wrong but youre not very receptive to criticism and i find it endearing as hell to come to your house and see a plate of edges on the coffee table and

i love the way you stand in front of your closet and complain that you own far too many clothes even though you have maybe 15 hangers of shirts and no pants in sight and everything looks the exact same to me and yet, i find myself in the mens section of the bay looking for more shirts for you and

i love that you invite me over and let me in but youre in the middle of a game of star wars on your computer and you ask me to sit on the edge of your bed and wait for you to get one more kill, find one more item, get back to home base, youre about to level up, and i dont mind watching you play because youre so happy doing it and

i love the way you kiss me in the checkout lane at co-op, anxiously looking around to make sure that no one is looking and pretending to see your coworkers around every corner, and then putting your arms around me and pulling me close and kissing me theatrically and

i love the way you act startled by the cat, the way you have light saber battles with her, the way you threaten her while you pet her, the way you ball up her fur and leave it lying around, the way you stare her in the eyes until she meows at you, the way you meow back and

this has got to be it

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