cats in the kitchen
June 14, 2012-2:24 am

and all that being said, i become less and less sure every day. sometimes, you are mean. and you do it on purpose. what is the point?

sometimes i believe that maybe youre just scared, so you lash out because youre afraid that this is your first real relationship since

but sometimes i think that maybe that wont ever go away

potential, fraught with problems. will we make this work? you get softer. do i get harder? if i am going to learn life lessons, i dont want to learn them from you. you dont live. you just get through. i want to be so much. you dont seem to want anything anymore.

its frustrating to feel all of this

suicide - October 13, 2016
i wish i was dead - October 13, 2016
i could have written more, but you dont know what to listen for - October 12, 2016
ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
i dont even care - October 08, 2016


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