my friends have babies
July 07, 2012-1:09 am
i find it hard to think
you said something about, everything is making sense, or you realize you need to get your shit together, or something along those lines and others, and
did you know i miss you
i have so much hope and i think you and i have great potential - as individuals and as a couple. what is holding us back? i think we could be a success
i think we need to let go of some things. it is so easy to say that
did you know i miss you
im sorry i called you out - i know youre just trying to have fun. but in my mind, the end of that sentence screams the words "without me" and that is the part that hurts. i know you would have chosen to have me there. somehow, that hurts more. i just need to be a big girl and go to work and make some money and figure it out. i am not yet a grown up. i dont think you are either.