at least, i hope so...
May 29, 2003-9:45 pm
i dont like it when you hate me, but i especially dont like it when you dont hate me.
at least when you hated me i could be careless.
god you dont know what you do to me. i cant breathe when im talking to you. i cant think. i cant see. everything shuts down, and the only thing i know is that for that moment, im happy. the only time im ever happy is when im talking to you. which is hardly ever. and i cant stand it.
i cant stand anything.
jen is gonna flip.