this hypocracy's beginning to get to me
October 11, 2003-8:00 pm
i guess i do care about him a little cause i couldnt help but notice the tears in my eyes as i warned him. who knew it could ever get this bad? maybe i was sugarcoating it, and reality is breaking through the candy layer. somehow i feel like hes all i have left, which makes sense but i hate how it sounds, like im complaining. i wish it could be different, that there could be even a slight glimmer of hope that we could get along, maybe realise that we love each other. but i know he wont see that any time soon. maybe i wont ever see him again.
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