i know its your favorite job
October 25, 2003-10:39 am

nervous is an exciting feeling that i hope i never lose cause laying in front of you and drowning in my thoughts of you is the most exciting thing in the world and im never more beautiful than i am in your eyes.

the only thing to be scared of now is that youll think im stupid for some of these things.

last night i was lying in bed wondering what i was afraid of cause this isnt as bad as i thought, though i still wish i could be there too. sometimes i wonder why my mind makes me hurt more than my heart does.

im running out of things to say, love.

i showered this morning and lost most of your "work". which is sad but i saved part of it, somehow. (sos tan bella que no puedo pensar) and i hope you can forgive me ;)

last night was amazing, i love knowing i cant stop kissing you but i really really should and i cant wait to see you again today. you make me feel something i cant explain, something very new to me and i wish i could feel it all the time.

oh i dont know.

i love cold, though. (from what i heard)

suicide - October 13, 2016
i wish i was dead - October 13, 2016
i could have written more, but you dont know what to listen for - October 12, 2016
ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
i dont even care - October 08, 2016


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