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i have to go
December 08, 2003-9:04 pm

and i did just realise that these last 5 months have probably been one of the best times of my life.

and you, oh how i can hardly stand you at times. i dont know what brought this on so suddenly but i dont think i should lie to you and i cant tell you the truth and this is all hurting me so much. i dont think you should know know this, not yet at least. someday ill get it all out.

i told jen everything, i exaggerated a little bit but it got the point across. lately youve been a little too clingy. (NOT JAKE)

im spent

suicide - October 13, 2016
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