sell sell sell
December 21, 2003-4:49 pm
when i said i was done crying for the night, i meant it. tonight i will smile and sing because i love you and we will prove everyone wrong and this is thursday's pen (remember? of course you do). i might miss you but youll miss me just as much and i wont let this break me, i'll wait forever with a smile on my face. be happy that we could piss him off so much, he'll have a bit of an idea how much we hate him. like the true geek i am, im saying the words out loud as i write them. every once in a while my eyes get warm with tears and you better not be crying because tonight we should celebrate our love and all weve had and will have. smile, love, sing your guts out and be happy all this happened. be too full of hope for anything else. i love you.
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today im not nearly as sad as i thought i would be. your a million miles away but you still love me and no distance will change that. last night i realised how amazing this was, more than ever, and i realised how much we love eachother and i know this isnt over, not yet. i could live forever if i could hear your voice every day.