shut your face
December 22, 2003-4:17 pm
i miss you, but this time it doesnt hurt. before, when i knew i could see you if i tried it hurt because i was the reason you werent here. but now, we cant be together, no matter how hard we try, and its okay, cause someday ill see you again and youll hold me and kiss me and i can hear your voice and look into your eyes and this will all be the past, something we never have to think about. ill be okay as long as your still there, as long as you still want this just like i do, as long as you still tell me we have forever.im going to become a new person, im going to get rid of everything i dont need, all the negative people around me. im going to live on your love, and im not going to put any energy into anything that i dont want. im going to wait for you, and everything i do until you come back will be for us.
whatever. i need to wrap presents.