the national anthem
January 25, 2004-8:06 pm

i just... dont have the energy to hate you anymore. so you win, i give up, please stop hurting me. i just want to lie down or throw up or do anything but grin and bear this like i have too often.

what? its getting a little too cold here and i always wanted to be that beautiful.

i found myself fascinated.

suicide - October 13, 2016
i wish i was dead - October 13, 2016
i could have written more, but you dont know what to listen for - October 12, 2016
ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
i dont even care - October 08, 2016


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