freefalling
January 24, 2004-7:14 pm
and i dont like hating you this much cause im not used to hating anyone. sometimes you need to know when to stop talking, cant you tell i dont want to hear about this? i never meant it when i said i loved you. and you never meant it when you said you loved me. stop writing poems about things you dont feel, stop falling in love with every boy who crosses your path.
and i forgot to say anything but today they were in another fight, slightly more meaningful than previous ones, but today as i was sitting there chewing my lip to keep from joining in i realised that i loved it, i love it when they scream and tear each other apart. when theyre miserable im not, because deep down i think they deserve it.
and i heard your song on the radio yesterday morning