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everything is about you
August 16, 2010-10:42 pm

but im always disappointed in myself. do you remember the days when nothing was always enough and it didnt feel like this? she claims to be an expert but you cant see your own face in her eyes - is she taunting you? that feeling when you are being chased is one of the greatest things you can hope for. i love to imagine the stars in your eyes - it just doesnt come naturally.

[dont laugh too much, sleep too much; dont trust too much, fight too much; dont give too much, take too much; dont love too much, hate too much; too much to feel, too much to feel; too much to face, too much to heal; too much to change, too much to gain, too much to let it go]

but baby, arent we all just looking for the same thing? id bet even the worst of us know that theres an answer and he's just waiting for you to come knocking. is that greater than love? because i dont remember ever being happy - to look back upon the absolute best and knowing that even at the time you always wanted more - if that isnt the answer then i dont know what is. how do you explain this to someone who is too afraid to listen? to "only want to help" will never get you anywhere. i only want to help.

if you can remember to thank God for what you have it doesnt hurt so bad to think about the one you want.

you can always rely on nostalgia, my dear.

suicide - October 13, 2016
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ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
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