meatloaf
January 05, 2013-9:12 pm
i had a vivid, terrible dream about him and i woke up feeling sick and hurt and crazy
and i checked my phone but it showed that you hadn't said anything to me overnight, and i knew it was silly but i had so wanted to know you were thinking of me
and i walked around with a friend and felt like the last year has changed us to the point where i don't feel as though i like him anymore
and i saw a movie that reminded me of my mother and god
and as i drove myself home it was all i could do not to go west, to you
but as soon as i got home there you were, cheering me up with your k-pop shenanigans and everything is ok, everything is more than ok