im not scared
January 05, 2013-9:20 pm
and a part of me wants to delete the words i wrote back when i said he was the best thing that had ever happened to me and i knew, even then, that things were bad but i tried so hard to ignore it, i tried so hard to look at the good parts of him. he accused me of giving up on our relationship, of not trying hard enough to make it workbut in reality, i spent every minute trying to force us to be happy
and in reality, you should not have to try that hard