but not without affection
January 06, 2013-1:46 pm

this blank page is intimidating tonight

i dont know what i was trying to do but i get worried easily and i am worried now

for the first time, i cant find what i am looking for and that feels like it should mean something. am i using the wrong words? i chose them very carefully

if God is here, he is not interested in me tonight

your turn

these feelings disappear once they are written down - it is all just an experiment in emotions and thoughts and words. just because it exists doesnt mean it was ever true. try to keep that in mind. i would not go back

suicide - October 13, 2016
i wish i was dead - October 13, 2016
i could have written more, but you dont know what to listen for - October 12, 2016
ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
i dont even care - October 08, 2016


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