james franco
January 13, 2013-10:45 pm

i dont know what to make of this

all it takes is one second, one word, one misunderstanding and i become paranoid, doubting, confused, hurt

why can't i just let things happen without forcing them, without worrying? why can't i just believe what you say is still true today without you having to repeat it for me? why can't i read your words without reading some deeper, sinister meaning?

maybe it is different in your voice. maybe that is the only way to tell for sure. maybe that is why it cheers me up while this brings me down

for once, i hope youre not seeing this

suicide - October 13, 2016
i wish i was dead - October 13, 2016
i could have written more, but you dont know what to listen for - October 12, 2016
ctrl+heartbeat - October 11, 2016
i dont even care - October 08, 2016


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