not once, and
January 13, 2013-2:26 am
what is there to say? we havent spoken in almost ten years. you used to be the most important person in my life. i wish that had never changed. it hurts me to know that you never reached out for me. do you ever look for me here? i know you think of me - maybe i think of you just as often. i dont think we will ever know. but i do wonder about you, and hope for you.
i feel inadequate, useless, ruined. i am a lie