this is almost a romantic place
September 05, 2013-1:45 am
even i cant ignore the pattern
i dont seem to be quite desperate enough to break it, just explore how many different ways i can repeat the past
everyone has everything to deal with, though. we all are just floating around, desperately, silently willing people to notice our struggle, not realizing that they are doing the same thing. we are all secretly comparing ourselves, declaring ourselves to be the most hard up, shrugging everything else away. we are all quietly chastising our own minds for feeling so childish and selfish, so self centered, and then patting ourselves on the back for recognizing the truth of the matter.
i dont think we are the same // i dont think we are different